28th June 2011

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COMING UP….

WELL IN EXACTLY 11 DAYS HE WILL BE LEAVING ON HIS MOVE TO CALIFORNIA TO PURSUE HIS DREAM OF WORKING IN THE FILM INDUSTRY. I LOVE THAT HIS IS PASSIONATE ABOUT WHAT HE WANTS AND PUTS HIS HEART INTO IT. ITS HARD FOR ME TO COPE WITH THE FACT THAT HE ALSO NEEDS SPACE FROM ME. EVERYTHING HAS BEEN ROUGH BUT I KNOW THAT IF I START MY WALK WITH GOD AND LEAVE THE SITUATION IN HIS HANDS EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT FOR THE BETTER FOR EVERYBODY. HOPEFULLY ENDING WITH ME AND HIM MARRIED AND WITH OUR FAMILY!BUT ONE THING I WOULD NEVER DO IS STAND IN THE WAY OF SOMEONE AND THEIR DREAM BECAUSE I KNOW I WOULDNT LET ANYONE STAND IN THE WAY OF ME AND MY DREAM. THIS IS GONNA BE HARD FOR ME CUZ IM SO USED TO HAVING HIM AROUND AND HE ISN’T GONNA BE HERE EVERYDAY THE WAY IM ACCUSTOMED TO. BUT IM PRAYING THINGS WILL TURN OUT RIGHT AND THAT HE GETS HIS BIG BREAK HE’S LOOKING FOR.